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Wednesday, November 03, 2004
since the 2 girls found this blog... then i might as well write something here
sy say that i wrote something on my relationships and chemistry...
well, i've been finding for it for like.. 30 min, still cannot find...
have vivid memories of writing that.
it is times where your feelings get so confused and mixed up... can you write crap out of nothing...
today nothing much... only OP presentation.
felt rather good, becuz my speech was all the way behind my back... might as well throw away, no use. hahaha..
hy's birthday! wish her yesterday night already... first to wish her, i guess. hahaha..
so tired.. so tired...
相思之感, 谁能理解
她那颗心, 在他人处
自己单恋, 无人晓的
伤痛累积, 心在流泪
过去微笑, 仍然记得
回忆之情, 不能挽回
我只可以, 当她无存 Written at 11/3/2004 6:36:56 pm by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
Saturday, July 17, 2004
deleting this blog soon... deleting the other blog too...
going to create a whole new world for me somewhere all there...
all those special moments which i treasured that much, doesn't more than just yesterdays to her...
it's time like this when i began to reflect about the things that was done before.
and i found myself in a position whereby she has the option to walk away without any sense of attachment to this 'ship' and i either sink into the sea of 'memories' or try to swim to a near-by island
she have already done it, while i left my options opened, hoping a miracle will happen
never will it happen, for i know her heart has no place for me.
what's the feeling of love? i don't know.
no one's there to explain it to me, for love can only be learned by oneself.
love is defined differently by different people from their different feelings and thoughts towards their different experiences from different people that they loved or liked, secretly or openly.
what should your heart be feeling when you're helping someone in need?
i often donate some of my coins to those handicapped, as often as i can.
so... how should you feel?
i don't really know how i felt after doing something good.
but i certainly know i feel guilty if i knew i done something wrong.
her blog kinda disturbs me a bit...
don't want to elaborate further on that.
i want to play badminton.. pls, i want to empty her off my mind...
Written at 7/17/2004 10:55:35 pm by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
Tuesday, July 13, 2004
in the past i was actually wishing that she liked me...
now, i guess it's better staying this way.
and i've calculated already.
probability of her liking me is ( 0/2 = 0 )
or maybe ( 0 / 0 = negative infinity )
what's her boiling point?
why she's still in her freezing solid state when her surrounding is around 298 kelvins...
hard-rock heart that just stay stagnant, never moved by anything.
maybe because i didn't give enough force... perhaps velocity is the problem.
or the inertia of her heart is just too great, my energy dissipate to the surrounding as heat and sound energy.
haha.. psycho or physics....
Written at 7/13/2004 11:41:49 pm by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
project work is stressing me out.
anyway, planning to shut this blog down.
don't really mean much to me now.
btw, i have gotta work hard, promos are 2 months away.
it's more hell than o levels.
Written at 7/13/2004 9:39:36 pm by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
Tuesday, July 06, 2004
yesterday.... all my troubles seem so far away...
haiz...
yesterday was late for the meeting at dap's house..
10 plus then reach. thanks for waiting downstairs for me, even though you'll probably never going to look at this.
anyway, starting went quite okay... did our stuffs... do do do and do.. until ard 11.35am went down(her house is 2-storey) for breakfast cum lunch, not bad.. at least it's free, hehe...
then i went up first to do the report.. haiz...
we did until quite late.. ard 9.50pm then leave her house.. WOW...
almost 11 hours... and i still haven't completed that damn report...
AND i'm doing it RIGHT NOW!!! hell yeah!!! tml need to pass up liao...
nvm, burn midnight oil.
anyway, we talked about quite a lot of stuffs during our meeting.. always like that one..haha..
they said they heard from ppl that cy got some problems in communicating with others or what..
i was like.. "really???" becuz it doesn't really relate to me, UNTIL NOW.
'talked' a bit with her on msn just now...
say bye to her ard 5 min ago liao...
and she didn't reply. when did our friendship become almost strangers?
today's NYP first day..
went out with yonglim, yiheng and pengkiat for squash...
haha.. all die under my hands...
i guess it's my badminton background lah.. they didn't play much racket game before
went to yishun gv, spiderman 2 sold out till 6 plus...
then went to sun plaza, where the seats and the people in that particular cinema kinda sux...
throughout the movie, there's pengkiat on my right talking to me abt some stuffs which i forgot, and on my left, there's a SMALL damn ANNOYING kiddo (male) irritating me with his STUPID actions and GOING to the toilet TWICE, not to mention his 'conversation' with me.....
nah, anyway, the movie was nice.
oh ya, met zhihao when going to the squash court.
coolz...
then i thought of cy liao.. ya ya.. she's still one of my main concerns
now trying to complete my freaking report... hope it will be done before 1 am.. hahaha
then hope that can print out tml... or else i'll go whack the printer.
she's so UNcoMMunicatable!!! is there such a word? don't think so...
how to make me give up on this matter, even when i know her concerns don't include me?
stupid johny...
Written at 7/6/2004 12:11:19 am by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
Wednesday, June 30, 2004
feelings are back to normal
hmmm.. i've got other more impt things to think about than girls...
so, heck care, anyway, it's hopeless.
well, got written report to rush through by sat, chemical bonding test tml, maths c and f maths test on sat..
i scare the maths test... 2 tests together 6 hours.. alamak... then must finish revision on thursday and friday.. but then written report how? hmm... hard to manage...
how.. alamak, life is never stagnant...
Written at 6/30/2004 9:50:41 pm by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
Friday, June 25, 2004
feeling a little heartbroken today...
just came back from ubin...
and hell yeah... hell yeah to OBS...
and i'll miss the 2 of them, anna and wanda...
Written at 6/25/2004 6:03:21 pm by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
Monday, June 21, 2004
yes.. within the whole cohord, only 10 managed to reach the island called sentosa...
haha.. and it's the same old gang of us...
chiuhao morning stomachache.. went home shit until afternoon... superb... li hai...
kevin fever... and i blister... but still i went, although the fear of the wound getter more serious is there...
anyway, when we reached, we walked like.. don't know how long...
i was like... WAH KAO... my blisters are like... PAIN ah...
then walked halfway, the damn sandals break... KNN
first time bring it out, then it break.. wah kao... lucky weiliang help me buy one pair... 2 something..notbad.
then i hop to the damn beach... hop halfway, think too awakard liao...
take off shoes walked to and ON the beach...
PAIN BEYOND HELL... hahaha... too exaggerating..
just pain lah...
played a little soccer, volleyball..
spent most time in the water just relaxing...
then went to bathe, alone.
went back, alone.
it's kinda funnier things go so fast when you're alone...
jingwen and sharon were like 15 minutes before me and i reached the station much earlier than them...
i think lah.. since i took monorail, i saw them in the Q...and 2 stations lagging behind me.
anyway, i was dozing off in the train... haha.. the 2 persons beside me damn suay...
my head kept going sideways... hehe..
finally, i thought.. woodlands.. nearly missed the stop too... sleeping away..
kinda dragged myself to the library then teached nikki...
i felt so distance from the questions.. especially chemistry, the environment thingy...
a bit blur on that... maths still okay, at least i can solve what she asked.
haha.. i'm still not bad! muahahahaha...
okay.. tml is OBS... and i haven't packed my bag yet... tired.. want to sleep..
my face got sunburn... haiz.. forgot to put lotion on face.
don't really know what to buy for favian and her...
only got some ideas of the design... nvm, want to buy that day then call them.
hope i got enough for them and me... add together ard $100 ba.
going to cut down the weight of my bag definitely...
i hate bringing a bag full of unnecessary things...
OBS, here i come. show me what you got...
will it be like npcc camp? sure not... or maybe a little.
sec 2 leadership camp? hmmm.. perhaps.. something like that.
oh ya.. went to nikki's house to get solid fuel...
my savior for this camp.. or i'll just have to eat raw maggie mee or biscuits..
not sure enough or not... got 18 cubes of them...
tired.. need to go pack..
5 days not blogging... or maybe 4?
i think friday i come home, bathe, then sleep until next morning liao... hahaha...
Written at 6/21/2004 12:18:10 am by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
Saturday, June 19, 2004
can't forget... still remember...
just went through the grad nite pictures on the internet..
how am i going to forget the moments spent in aiss...
it feels good to reminisce...
how can i bring back the old times...
the time when we were so close like brothers...
if i can go back in time........... Written at 6/19/2004 12:45:55 am by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
Five Kinds of Sex
The first is Smurf Sex. This happens during the honeymoon; you
both keep doing it until you're blue in the face.
The second is Kitchen Sex. This is at the beginning of the
marriage; you'll have sex anywhere, anytime. Hence, also in the
kitchen.
The third kind is Bedroom Sex. You've calmed down a bit, perhaps
have kids, so you gotta do it in the bedroom.
The fourth kind is Hallway Sex. This is where you pass each other
in the hallway and say, "Fuck you!"
There is also a fifth kind of sex: Courtroom Sex. This is when
you get divorced and your wife fucks you in front of everyone in
court.
no offense to others who are reading this.. haha.. :p
Written at 6/19/2004 12:45:41 am by [NormalGuy]
~If it's not meant to be, then let it be~
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