Entry: quitting.. Saturday, July 17, 2004



deleting this blog soon... deleting the other blog too...
going to create a whole new world for me somewhere all there...


all those special moments which i treasured that much, doesn't more than just yesterdays to her...
it's time like this when i began to reflect about the things that was done before.
and i found myself in a position whereby she has the option to walk away without any sense of attachment to this 'ship' and i either sink into the sea of 'memories' or try to swim to a near-by island
she have already done it, while i left my options opened, hoping a miracle will happen
never will it happen, for i know her heart has no place for me.

what's the feeling of love? i don't know.
no one's there to explain it to me, for love can only be learned by oneself.
love is defined differently by different people from their different feelings and thoughts towards their different experiences from different people that they loved or liked, secretly or openly.

what should your heart be feeling when you're helping someone in need?
i often donate some of my coins to those handicapped, as often as i can.
so... how should you feel?
i don't really know how i felt after doing something good.
but i certainly know i feel guilty if i knew i done something wrong.

her blog kinda disturbs me a bit...
don't want to elaborate further on that.

i want to play badminton.. pls, i want to empty her off my mind...

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